one day my mind & my heart decided to follow different paths. & once everything was over & done with, i was laying there regretting it all. they say 'forget' about it & move on, cause i deserve better.'but what if you were in my position? would you just simply forget?... think about it, would you? it's so easy to say something, but when it comes time to actually doing it, your words overcome your actions. don't feel bad for me, cause i don't even feel bad for myself. i did what i did & i may not have asked for it, but i never once said i didn't want it. i just wasn't expecting all the tears that came along with it. life goes on, right? ha, i wish it was always that easy to say. being told i'm only good for that 'one' thing & although others tell me otherwise, i find myself blocking what others say & remember what he told me, what he said. i know, it's not healthy but once again,

you'll never know how i feel until you've walked a mile in my shoes.