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WELCOME!
I know way too many people here right now
That I didnt know last year, who the fuck are yall?
I swear it feels like the last few nights
We been everywhere and back
But I just cant remember it all
What am I doin? What am I doin?
Oh, yeah, thats right, Im doin me
Im doin me
Im livin life right now, mayne
And this what Ima do til its over
Til its over
But its far from over..
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date/time Thursday, July 30, 2009,Thursday, July 30, 2009
today was pretty good. went to the orthodontist to get my braces tightened. it didn't hurt this time which was great.i have a new stalker on facebook which is slightly disgusting. his name is Emmanuel Missah. first he started talking to me yesterday, asking me for a hug. we got into an argument cause he thought i was being mean to him but guess what?! he asked me to be his girlfriend today! like who does that? he's so whack! this is the message he left in my inbox today: 'listen do you want to go out its just that your so dam hot and i want your body to be mine and if you say yes i can probably yet to pine you i hope you know this your fucking sexy ok.' like ew much? i can't even find the right words to say 'hell no!' i need it to be harsh, and it has to insure that he will get the message cause he seems really hard headed! gosh. guys these days, when did saying 'beautiful' or 'stunning' leave their vocabulary!? and why is it that all they think about is sex? every time they see a beautiful girl they always have to think about sex! sex, sex, sex, sex! like COME ON! when did having a good conversation or just hanging out become not good enough!? we're only teens! we have our whole lives ahead of us! tisk, tisk, tisk... why is it sooo uncool to wait until your married? well guess what!?, imma be one of those few who does wait. i ain't into no rush...... imma live my life to the fuuullest! (;
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date/time Wednesday, July 29, 2009,Wednesday, July 29, 2009
today sucked! sucked! sucked! sucked!
last night i felt sick... my throat was just hurting. then this morning when i woke up my head was hurting, my stomach was hurting and sorry to all of you who feel like you didn't need to know this but my monthly gift decided to show up! aaaaaaahhhh! why me? why me? why me? every time i get up i feel like i'm going to pass out! **sigh** i wanna vomit, but guess what? i can't! i didn't even eat all day, eh. you might as well stop reading here 'cause i'm just gonna keep ranting on about my crappy day and you might actually feel sorry for me. oh & guess what!? my big head brother kept yelling in my ear and then saying he forgot that my head was hurting! ha! he did it just to get on my nerves! and and and! a couple times he slapped me in my stomach! if tomorrow isn't any better i might just turn into the devil's daughter! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
-wake me when this nightmare is over....!
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date/time Tuesday, July 28, 2009,Tuesday, July 28, 2009
today is Sahra's birthday & i raided her facebook wall. tehe (: happy birthday girl! i was suppose to go to the mall today but my mom felt sick so, we're gonna go after my orthodontist appointment on Thursday, so that's good enough for me. (: i keep having to get my stupid braces tightened, it's so annoying! & the guy there has no mercy. i tell him something hurts and he pushes harder on it! grr. i should bite his finger one day...haha anywhoooo. toodles <3
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date/time Sunday, July 26, 2009,Sunday, July 26, 2009
woow, long time since i've blogged. i don't really know what to say now. haha. so, uhm, yesterday i went shopping & watched a movie with my brother and my "sister", Stephanie (she paid for everything). i got another vest, a ring, another headband, and another purse & my brother got a spring/fall jacket. it's so sexy.! haha (: we went to the AMC movie theater, and i swear, their regular size popcorn is like the same size as a large drink at the silver city movie theater. lmao! oh yea! on thursday, while we were driving through traffic to get to her house i found an old Robin Thicke CD and i heard 2 songs that i use to love sooo much! the first one was complicated and the other was lost without you. i love Robin Thicke. if i could marry him i would. we could sing together, that would be sooo sexy. haha <3 i'm singing 'lost without you' right now lol..... **i'm lost without you, can't help myself. how does it feel, to know that i love you babe? tell me how you love me more. and how you think im sexy baby. that you don't want nobody else, you don't want this guy, you don't want that guy...** ^^ that song is dedicated to me lmao! ( i'm talkin' a lot.) omg. yesterday i did fireworks with some kid next door. ( he's kinda cute) but, i burt myself. tehe. anywhoooo. i'm almost done. uhm, today was pretty cool. i made a smoothie all by myself. it didn't look very good but it tasted pretty nice. i didn't really know what i was doing, i kinda just put some random stuff in a cup and blended it. lol i found out that i suck at Guitar Hero and Rock Band. haha. i have a lot more to say but i'll shut up now... - Mrs. Cat-su-fracus! (inside joke)
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date/time Friday, July 17, 2009,Friday, July 17, 2009
toooday i went to the Eaton Center with Cindy, Joycelyn and Jenny. We were suppose to go to the movies but we decided to go shopping. (: It was fun hanging out with them again & hopefully i'll be seeing Cindy again next week....( i promised her anyway so yea)
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date/time Tuesday, July 14, 2009,Tuesday, July 14, 2009
i must admit today has been a pretty boring day. this morning at about 2am, my keyboard fell and it chipped, i was so mad! but i got over it. (:i learned how to play 'one time' by Justin Bieber on the guitar, it was pretty easy, but then i cut my finger on one of the strings... & it still sort of hurts. ):well, that's all....tooooodles. (:
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date/time Monday, July 13, 2009,Monday, July 13, 2009
i always wondered; why do people gotta' assume things? i say i feel sick and all of a sudden they think i'm pregnant. haha.. first cindy.... [c=#FC527C]c[/c][c=#F87C47]i[/c][c=#F9E184]n[/c][c=#8BDC5A]d[/c][c=#53CAD7]y[/c] [c=#CD69E7]♥[/c] says (2:15 PM): so how come you feeling sick girl?!cameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (2:15 PM): idkcameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (2:16 PM): feel like vomiting ...[c=#FC527C]c[/c][c=#F87C47]i[/c][c=#F9E184]n[/c][c=#8BDC5A]d[/c][c=#53CAD7]y[/c] [c=#CD69E7]♥[/c] says (2:16 PM): you [b]better[/b] feel better tomorrow or by friday oh ya yesterday i felt like vomiting too when i woke up from my napcameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (2:16 PM): lol it will go away...it happens to me a lot sadly..[c=#FC527C]c[/c][c=#F87C47]i[/c][c=#F9E184]n[/c][c=#8BDC5A]d[/c][c=#53CAD7]y[/c] [c=#CD69E7]♥[/c] says (2:17 PM): eeek does your parents knowcameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (2:17 PM): um. nope i don't tell them things no more[c=#FC527C]c[/c][c=#F87C47]i[/c][c=#F9E184]n[/c][c=#8BDC5A]d[/c][c=#53CAD7]y[/c] [c=#CD69E7]♥[/c] says (2:18 PM): aw maybe you're pregant .. JOKES LOLcameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (2:19 PM): LMAO! shat up if i was. ohh god[c=#FC527C]c[/c][c=#F87C47]i[/c][c=#F9E184]n[/c][c=#8BDC5A]d[/c][c=#53CAD7]y[/c] [c=#CD69E7]♥[/c] says (2:19 PM): im searching what you should do when you feel like vomiting they give no answerscameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (2:19 PM): lool[c=#FC527C]c[/c][c=#F87C47]i[/c][c=#F9E184]n[/c][c=#8BDC5A]d[/c][c=#53CAD7]y[/c] [c=#CD69E7]♥[/c] says (2:19 PM): LMAO i know, can i be the god mothercameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (2:19 PM): haha! yesh[c=#FC527C]c[/c][c=#F87C47]i[/c][c=#F9E184]n[/c][c=#8BDC5A]d[/c][c=#53CAD7]y[/c] [c=#CD69E7]♥[/c] says (2:19 PM): (:cameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (2:20 PM): haha[c=#FC527C]c[/c][c=#F87C47]i[/c][c=#F9E184]n[/c][c=#8BDC5A]d[/c][c=#53CAD7]y[/c] [c=#CD69E7]♥[/c] says (2:20 PM): OUU LALA i found a link of what to do http://www.ehow.com/how_4717728_not-vomit.html lying on your left-side helps because it relaxes your stomach...which is on the left of the body.cameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (2:21 PM): lol i see i dont feel like getting up tho. im in the middle of something haha[c=#FC527C]c[/c][c=#F87C47]i[/c][c=#F9E184]n[/c][c=#8BDC5A]d[/c][c=#53CAD7]y[/c] [c=#CD69E7]♥[/c] says (2:21 PM): LOLOL and then megan... megan: poor camilleme: what? ohh, that.megan: need some chicken noodle soup?me: aww no. i just feel like vomiting...megan: eww, what's up, something you ate?me: nope. i just been feeling like that often lately.megan: PREGNANT! me: that's what Cindy said too!megan: lmfao well, pregnant people vomit!.....i think...me: haha i don't know...and then Kristina... [i]kj[/i] says (3:26 PM): <3cameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (3:26 PM): heeelllooo (:[i]kj[/i] says (3:27 PM): HEYS cameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (3:27 PM): what's up?[i]kj[/i] says (3:27 PM): nm u cameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (3:27 PM): same same same[i]kj[/i] says (3:28 PM): how ya feeelincameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (3:28 PM): sick. ):[i]kj[/i] says (3:28 PM): awhcameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (3:29 PM): yup. i've been feelin like this often lately. like i wanna vomit but i don't. it's weird. but anyways, how are you?[i]kj[/i] says (3:29 PM): are you pregnant ? cameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (3:29 PM): omg. no[i]kj[/i] says (3:30 PM): LOL are you sureeeeeeee ?!cameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (3:30 PM): yes! possitive i think.... [i]kj[/i] says (3:30 PM): .........cameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (3:30 PM): no im joking![i]kj[/i] says (3:31 PM): LOL cameeliee - meeliee.! { feeling sick ): } says (3:31 PM): lolsee.. people these days. gosh!
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date/time Friday, July 10, 2009,Friday, July 10, 2009
it's nice when you get to hang-out with old friends. (:today i got to chill with a loooooooooooooooong time friend; Jessica. i knew her family for basically my whole life. & i also got to see some very old teachers. teachers that i had even before i started school. (:& i'd also like to send some birthday wishes to Nancy.!!!
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date/time Thursday, July 9, 2009,Thursday, July 09, 2009
yesterday was a pretty interesting day.i was suppose to see Fathiya A. but it didn't work out. maybe another time. i miss her so much ):i did get to see Ryan, Trey, Rakim, Tushawn, Dureti, Darnell, Bilal B., Bilal O, Issa & of course my second family (: i saw Yussuf too, but i was too lazy to yell his name, so he didn't see me. haha.i talked to some guy for a while... don't remember his name tho. i don't think he told me his name anyway. don't even think i told him my name. he probably still only knows me as "Travis' sister", which i think is pretty sad. oh well, it ain't like i won't see him again. i'll just ask next time. haha. hopefully that ain't too awkward.
today was a pretty good day.
i stayed home, relaxed & enjoyed myself. (:
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date/time Monday, July 6, 2009,Monday, July 06, 2009
today was a good day. (:hanging @ Cindy's house with Jen & Joycelyn from one till eight-ish. i asked my dad to take us. kind of a bad idea since he was in a rush to go somewhere else. i almost peed myself, and that usually does not happen no matter how fast he drives, but this time was different. the whole time i was thinking how Joycelyn & Jen were feeling. haha. they felt the same way.! tehe.we went on a shopping spree!...for food. haha.! joycelyn & cindy cooked, it was actually really good. (: we took lots of pictures & played at some random park until these wack-o guys came & things sort of got awkward, so we left. oh yea! i finally got my birthday gift from Cindy & Jen. it was worth the wait.!....about a 4 month wait, but still worth it... btw guys, the card & picture from last year summer is going into my scrap book. i also want you guys to sign the front page of scrap book (:
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date/time Sunday, July 5, 2009,Sunday, July 05, 2009
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date/time Saturday, July 4, 2009,Saturday, July 04, 2009
summer frump...
school ended about 2 weeks ago & i was hopin' to start off summer on a high note but so far it's been a drag... next week i'm plannin' to see Cindy, Joycelyn and Jen again. it's been a while since we all hung out together & i'm sort of missin' the old times... JCJC...
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date/time Saturday, July 04, 2009
you are my rock. <3
i decided to finally give up...i dropped my fake smile,and as a tear fell down my cheeki whispered to myself..." i can't do this anymore."
it's good to have a friend who will be there for you,
& it's nice to know that there's someone out there who will listen to you.
in my life, there's a few people who i know i can count on...Megan Truong ; my other half.Cindy Nguyen & Joycelyn Tran ; my best friends since the beginning and till the end of time. Kristina Doan & Fathiya Ainanshe & Keyla Sierra & Yussuf Mohammed & Abshir Adan; they always got my back.
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